i promised myself that...

i promised myself that when it was over, i'd laugh at the memories,

but here i am without a smile in sight....

i promised myself that i would call you , just to see if you were okay,

but here i am and i can't even dial your number..

i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldn't shed a tear,

but here  i am , shirt almost soaked.

i promised myself that i would let you go gracefully,

but here i am , hating myself for letting you leave.

i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldn't look back,

but here i am , unable to walk forward.

i promised myself that i would say goodbye,

but here i am , still saying I LOVE YOU.